Sean was wrong, I obviously don't let this thing control my life seeing as I haven't even touched this thing in forever. Or... clicked it?

Things have slowly been winding down... I can't believe school's already starting up again, only a few days away.
This summer has been pretty crazy. There's things I would have never thought possible. Though all good things must come to an end. No regrets, though.

I'm sure you guys all know that Jess and I broke up. Old news by now, I'm sure. I still miss her.
We met each other at the park a couple of days ago. That probably wasn't a good idea. I... told her I loved her. And then she kissed me. And that was it.

But, this was before I found out through Ashley that Jess got pregnant while she was with me. I... don't know. I just want to forget I even heard that. When she looks at me, there's still something there, I just don't see how she could have done that to me. God, I still can't believe with Sully... which means that he also cheated on Ashley. This is so messed up.

I don't know. I guess I'll just be waiting for the school year to start. At least it'll occupy me when it rolls around.

Tags: jess
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: "Okay I Believe You..." - Brand New

I guess it's time to update this thing. And contrary to popular belief, this thing doesn't own my life. Thanks for having a little faith, Sean! I think he's just mad because I always beat him in video games.

Me and Ash are getting along for the most part. She seems a bit delusional sometimes, though.

Libs came over for a bit yesterday. Mom bought an economy size box of Otter Pops, me and Ash haven't even made a dent in it. I love summer.

Danny, they had a Mythbusters on diet coke and mentos. It was amazing. We should take notes from those guys.

And of course I've been spending time with Jess. What can I say? She's great.

JT. Please come out of hiding. Although you're making me look good...

I went to fix my mom's friend's computer yesterday to make some money. She has a Mac, and she put a floppy disk in the zip drive. And it got stuck. I guess you just can't help some people. She's still running OS 9, too. On a G3. Hi, 1999 called, they want their computer back.

Tags: ashley, danny, jess, jt, liberty, sean
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: "The Future Freaks Me Out" - Motion City Soundtrack

Things are going amazingly well.

Zeke loves it here. Though he was getting a little lonely. Ash and I had a goat party. Weird, I know. But it was effective. The goats got along well. And that's not all who did either, even Liberty and Jay. Still not all. Spinner spent the night... I don't even know. Ash says it's nothing, but I highly doubt it. Know why? He spent the night the night before, too. I caught them both times.

Jess and I went to the park sometime last week. We discussed a lot of things. Like the possibility of us, which is more like a reality, now.
She's came by a couple of times this week, too. I like it when she shows up, it's always a pleasant surprise. We also go to know more about each other. About each others family and then other basic stuff, like favorite colors. Oh. my. god.

I think JT, Liberty, Jess and I should do lunch or something of the sort. You in?

Tags: ash, jess, jt, liberty
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: "Red Rain" - The White Stripes

I don't really have anything to update about. No strip clubs, no alcohol. Nothing out of a Guns 'N Roses music video. Or hip-hop. Or whatever you prefer to listen to.

Last week was decent, though. Ash and I went to a farm and pick ourselves a goat. His name is Zeke (Thanks to Spin). He's small and gray and very gentle. Too bad he can't live inside the house. Dad and Kate don't seem to mind him much, though he did eat some of the flowers in the backyard.

Liberty dragged me to Spinner's birthday party. I stayed in my usual corner. I am just too good of a friend, she takes me for granted. I wasn't even awake to spoke to each other until she asked made me go with her. I think it's just because he named her goat. I guess it went better than the last time I was there? Got to say hi to a few people which was nice I suppose. What's going on with Jess and Sully? I think Sean hates me if he knew they were so... buddy buddy with each other.

Libs, we still have to order pizza. If you think I'm going to just forget about pizza, you're crazy.

Ash and I are thinking of having a... goat party. A goat gathering? It'd be good for the goats. Suggestions?

Tags: ashley, jess, liberty, sean, zeke
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: "Something" - The Beatles

Things were pretty weird while Ashley was gone. Not necessarily bad... but definitely not normal.

First the whole drinking thing.

Managing to meet a pretty girl who is also nice. They're an endangered species these days. (That was a joke, please don't send me hate mail.)

And having a lesson in a strip club. What was the lesson again, Sean?

I saw the new Pirates movie with Jess, learned that she's a Johnny fan, and not an 'Orli' one. Also managed to immature a few years. Talk about embarrassing. Hopefully I will have a chance to redeem myself.

Libs is having a pizza party sometime this week. Something along the lines of normal and safe.
Are sparklers lethal if you light 100 of them at once? I think I'm a member of Danny & Co. now. Sorry about the window, Libs.

I don't think this summer could get any weirder, granted all of this happened in what? A week or two? And summer's only about half over.

I think I am just going to play some Counter Strike so I can feel like something is halfway normal.

Tags: ashley, danny, jess, liberty, sean
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: "What to Do" - OK Go

I think last night was quite possibly one of the worst nights ever. Murphy's Law was in full effect, and not just for me, I guess.

Never drinking again.
Aren't people supposed to have a good time when they're drinking? Maybe under different circumstances it would have been fun.

Never going to a party again. I will just stick with the parties of the lan kind. It was going fine at first, but then everyone went their separate ways, including Jess. Which leads me to...

Never falling for a pretty girl again.
Seeing her dry hump with Jay? Not so fun. I am doomed. I will action figures (the equivalent of cats, for dudes). And I will be bald. We were supposed to go on a date, tonight. Maybe it wasn't a date. Maybe I am stuck in the 'friend zone'. Maybe I'm overreacting.

Never letting anyone drive my car again.
Though Ashley has a led foot, at least she knows how to steer. Liberty has just shortened our life expectancy.
Maybe I can give sully my insurance info without my parents finding out? Maybe? Because if they find out. They'll find out that Liberty drove my car because I was drunk. Maybe I'll just take the rap. Maybe I'm overreacting.

In conclusion, parties and me will never mix. And neither will me and drinking. I can live with that. Maybe I'm overreacting.

At least tomorrow is 7-11, which means free slurpees. That is the best thing I could think of to look forward to, though Sean has other ideas. A strip club? He can't be serious, though those eye(brows) never lie.

Current Mood: groggy
Current Music: "All Mixed Up" - 311

Hmmm, is it really surprising that I have a blog? Because it shouldn't be. I had an Xanga, but LJ is a lot better.

Some of you might know me, but chances are, you don't. So let me introduce myself. I'm not "Ashley's dorky little brother" I'm not going out that way, not without a fight! Or... at least me saying something. I would rather be called a nerd or geek. Believe me, there's a difference. But I would prefer the term "1337" (or leet to all you n00bz).

I guess I should mention that my step-sister is back from jolly ol England. Mary Poppins didn't seem to have a good time, you just can't seem to please some people. She did bring me back a Union Jack flag, though. That was surprisingly nice of her. Spin, Ellie and Alex invited themselves over to throw her an impromptu party not too long ago. I guess it went ok? It was a little awkward when Ellie and Alex started swinging at each other. And ever since Ashley's gotten back, I've been trying to get her to play Halo with me, but she won't budge. She doesn't know what she's missing. I bet you if we had Karaoke Revolution, she wouldn't protest....

Oh, and I also should say that I have AIM. So if you need me, you can IM my s/n: tobes is 1337.

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: "No Sleep Til Brooklyn" - Beastie Boys